I won a few but I've lost bigtime. Yun nga nagsugal ako, kagustuhan ko lang naman is to end it so I can start brand new.
Before I asked you to please tell me so I'll know, but you said that its for me to find out.
"I get tired of understanding why he's like that. I get bored in his company now, tired of hearing his senseless topics, tired of riding on to his interests that are far different from mine, tired even of watching his types of movies with him."
Okey! You got bored, then it confused me. Post dated March 2, prior to this date I think we're okey in someways.
We even had a dinner, e! I enjoyed every moment of it. I was happy, knowing that somehow... in my own way's, even without
you telling me things, I made you happy.
But after I read this, it freaks me out! Behind those smile, thing's that we've done then you still feel this pala. Pro siguro true nga that I can never make you happy even I try hard.
I know the thing that I need to do, no need to remind me. Its just that I sometimes asked myself, especially when I read your blogs if you still love me? or maybe you don't that's why you don't see and appreciate thing that I normally do.
Most of the time asked you if you love me. You simply says "Cguro, bakit?". Bakit? it's because I wanted to know, I want to know how you really feel. I want to know how to be the person you really wanted. I'm tired doing trial and error thing. I just simply want to be the "person you wanted".
Ronnie Lacson Photography
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This photo's was taken during our trip in Pangasinan. The place is amazing
so we decided to take some pang "friendster" pic's. Damn! may gift pala ako...
16 years ago
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