Encore Thoughts

Inggit, this shit is killing me! I'm not supposed to feel this. It slows me down. What if "gaya din nila ako", magiging mas maayos din kaya ngayun? I'm not feeling well, sana matapos na, kainis! "Hindi lahat naman nabibigyan ng ganun pagkakataon", un nalang muna ang iisipin ko. Pampalubag loob. I'm Praying...

Uy! Tin bought me some stuff as a gift for Chritmas.

1 Pair of Marc Echo White shoes and 1 Fubu Jeans.

Nice! Thank you Mommy.

Saturday, 29 2008.

Sabi nga "kung ang unan nami miss, tao pa kaya". Shit happens for a reason, after nun dun mo palang mare realize kung bakit nangyari un. Sana ang buhay ng tao pwedeng i edit, gaya ng movie pag may maling eksena pwede kang sumigaw ng "cut!". O kaya naman baguhin ang script after na di mo magustuhan ang pagkaka deliver ng linya. Minsan sinabi ko, di naman dapat nagyari yun. Kung nag ano lang ako, yadah! yadah!. Pro sa isang banda, mas naintindihan ko kung bakit nagyari yun. I'm now became more sensitive, mas nakilala ko ang taong nasa tabi ko. How I wish i can change things, sana maayos na maayos ang lahat. We're still learning? Siguro nga, sabi ng iba "madami pa yan, hindi lang yan". Tama nga naman, nasa ilang taon palang kami and there's a lot of years to come. Na realized ko din ang mga mali ko sa past, sana pwedeng bumalik atleast masaya sana ngayun. Pro in anyhow, I'd a better man not just for her, for them but also for myself. Looking for more years with you.

I feel sluggish today. Last day na, sayang naman. I'm doing "pitik" nga so I won't receive any call. Damn! such as bad day, hmm!

Off:

According to the management, they'll give out 13th month on 12. Excited naman pro half of it will pe for Lorcan binyag and the other half sa utang sa house. I'll not get any part for me that for sure. Gawan nalang ng way, I'm plannig to give gift to Tin, Antay, Lorcan and Ate Ruby. Hope maging maayus this x'mas.

Friday, last day na sa work. Started logging in 2PM Manila Time. Off na tom, sat/sun still wondrin kung anong pwedeng gawin. As I write this blog, everyone started congratulating me. I though they we're just joking pro hindi pala, someone told me na I'm one of the top agent this fiscal week. Announced this morning, around 4Am yata. Tulog na ako nun. I said, "ah okey! wala naman bago" and everyone started laughing. Sa mind ko I'm really excited about the award, sana cash nalang co'z I need it or maybe one of the prizes posted here. TV or Microwave Oven pwede na, hmm!

Before I left home, hindi na maganda ang pakiramdam ko. Mag ko call in nalang sana pro sayang ang sabi ng utak ko. 1 day nalang naman. Mga 5PM yata I'm starting to get chills, not sure kung sa aircon or what. Pro hinde e, body is aching so bad. Walang clinic now sabi 10PM pa daw w/c sucks big time. Para naman walang agent ng ganitong oras. So I bought nalang tempura and ice tea and shared it to others. Made me forget that I'm sick. Tin is also having chills pala last night. Her throat swollen so bad, I checked it using my flashlight. Hmm!

Nagpa canton daw dito sa opis kagabi, dami pa natira kaso hindi ako kumakain so dedma lang. Salary pala, I checked it awhile ago as usual ganun na naman. Tsk!

Off!

I heard last night sa news na baka daw pwede si Erap tumakbo for presidency. Tawa lang naman kami, pag nagkataon tayo yata ang first country na mag re-recycle ng trapo. Nakakatuwa.

"Slip inside the eye of your mind.
Don't you know you might find, a better place to play.
You said that you'd never been, but all the things that you've seen.
Will slowly fade away. "

Don't Look Back In Anger

I feel sluggish today. 10 days of work, 1 day off. Damn!

Well it looks like this is it for him....

Sa pakalabit ng gantilyo
sumabog ang unang putok
kelangan pa bang malaman kung bkit nagkaganito
ang bayan natin
ilang daang taon na inalipin
mata sa mata ngipin sa ngipin
atin sikapin na magkaisa at
huwag ng manira
huwag sayangin ang biyaya na pambihira
bkit nasira ang tiwala't pakakaisa
sa lawak ng mundo ng hip hop lahat ay kasya
HERE WE GO

DEE:
i only do this for da love of francis m.
and da word unity for me is never again
i did it before ammm
manigas ako
kahit bayaran mo kami, unity no more
and im gettin busier
whos flingkin busier
like a money a shit a hole bili her
now a wanna go back to were i belong
and then make all my accents
and make myself strong
why i did this play
as simple simple play
i got a big reputation that i better maintain
it is the king of P.I.
that i respect
and other rapper guest what(what)?
a break neck
and other rapper can come in
anyboy what about we
bring your crew
bring your talent
bring your biggest bet
for francis i do this for free denied ya

old school
new school
elementary
high school
mahalaga ba talaga yan o
gusto nyo lang maging cool
kayo kayo nagyayarian
parang batang nag kakaliguan
parepareha lang kayong mga gaya gaya
tigilan nyo na yan
at kung ano ang trip mo yun nalang ang gawin mo
at kung sa n ka masaya nasayo suporta ko
bastat wag kang makakalimot dun sa nauna sa iyo
new school lang naman kamin
nauna lang kami sa inyo
HERE WE GO

(chorus)
sama sama
labo labo
palabigkasan
sa balagtasan
iisang bagsak tayo
HERE WE GO

lumilitaw
kabibitaw ang mga litid sa leeg ko
ang kilay koy nagsasalubong
kumukulot ang noo
di malayong maging baliw kayo
maging baliw na tulad ko
kung puro putok ng mga baril ang mariinig nyo
palitan nyo
dito kayo
isasabay ang rap ko
magsamasama tayo
ito ang panaginip ko
sanay wala ng gulo
wala ng takot
wala ng dahas
wala ng sigalo
wala ng poot
wala ng limot
may tanong?
sagot!

para san nga ang dahon
sabay sabay yumuyuko
pag haplos ng ng hangin
sabay sabay tumatalon
parang di ka tanggap
kung meron pagkakaisa
sama sama
walang iwanan hanggang sa sukdulan pa
bagamat ang lahat ay may alitan
kalimutan
lahat tayo ay pwede magbago
sama sama ang ating kinabukasan
at lahat magkasundo
di bat napakasaya
kung lahat tayo ay sama sama
kaya kapatid nabatid mo na ba ang tunay na pagkakaisa?

ako si tokwa
wag kakalimutan ang pangalan ko
tandaan bawat tugma at ang hudyat ng aking liriko
di ka pedeng maging kampante
kapag sumabutahe ka sa kuryente
mga bagong taktika masdan mo kung pano ako sumabutahe
babalikwas sa tuwing maririnig mo ang kumpas
ng aking dila na para bang latigo kung humampas
nag iimbita
di mabubuwag
sama sama
walang iwanan
ang kung akoy bibitaw
muling sisigaw sa ngalan ng kanluran

pag may napag-awayan agad magkakamayan
ganyan ang magkababayan
mas matatag pa sa kawayan
kelangan bang magpatayan
awayan nagsisihan
dalin nalang sa counter strike
magpustahan sa pchan
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
kaysa sa magbarilan itigil na ang away
mga pinoy pag nagdikit talagang mas malagkit pa sa kalamay
ang laway ko pawis at dugo ang aking inalay magkaisa ang mensaheng nais kong ipamalay

(repeat chorus)

huwag ng maglabolabo magkaisa
at wag sumuko
isapuso na tayoy nag-iisang dugo
wag sumubok sa pagkainggit at panibugho
na nagpaguho sa di maayos na pulo
ang gulo
ng buhay ng mga pilipino
di tulad ng dati na pinong pino
ngayon kung sino sinong
namasukang mga dahuyang mapang-abuso sa ating bayan
hanggang kelan natin ipaglalaban

parang bayang banal
walang away at gulo lubos lubos nagmamahalan
sating isang mundo
walang iwanan(what?)
walang iwanan(yeah!)
sama sama tayong mga kayumanggi
yo parang pamilyang nagkakaisa at walang iwanan
karamay sa bawat problema
tayo tayo mga magkakapatid
ano man ang lahing pinagmulan
sama sama tayo dugo man ang maging puhunan
nasa buong katauhan ang aming palatuntunan
na halos lahat ng madla
sigaw ng pusong ipinaglalaban
itaguyod na ipinatupad na
ang mga pinalalaganap ng mga ordinasa
pagkakaisa mga taglay ng impluwensya
itgil na ang lahat ng masasakit na salita
at mga violenteng salita
ang mga nilalaman liriko
respecto ang ilalathala
magkasabwat ang lahat kahit basa ang micropono
magkasundo bawat isa walang talo talo
unity, quality
pagkatapos ng merong ability
matitig na may quality(para sa hi hop community)
nandito kami, mag-iikot kami
supposed to be, saludo kami
kabilang kami bumili
kapag unity ay pinabili
napili kami at naatasang at ng malaman ng sanlibutan
ipaglalaban ang kapayapaan
sa larangan ng rap namin idinadaan
mas usapan di pang
at dapat tapusin ang mga balitaktakang sa kasaysayang di malilimutan

(chorus)

unang hakbng dito sa aming kapalaran
hindi magwawakas aming ipaglalaban
aming teritoryo mananatili tong selyado
todo todo mga letra namin bago
rapidash sa pinas patuloy na lumalakas
basta wala lang kakalas at wala ring magiging hudas
kahit sinong manggatong
isama mo pa pati mga berdugo
di uubra pagdating kay hulyo

wazzup der
represent of hip hop
sa mga bagsak ng beat sumabay ka nalang sa dance floor
kahit na sino ka pa tanggap ka naming homeboy
maging ikay babae, bakla, o tomboy
sa himig ng musika na pinakikinggan natin ngayon
sama sama ang lahat tulad ng isang organisasyon
sa mga sinasabi ko wala ditong mapipikon
ang hanggad ko lang naman tumibay pa ang pundasyon

sa walong balitang aking imemensahe
tayong lahat ay magkakapatid kaya yan ang aking
imumungkahi
ikapitong talata magmahalan magkaisa
ikaanim at ikalima walang iwanan at samasama
tayoy magtulungan kapatid na parang isang pamilya
ikaapat ikatlo tanggalin ang galit dyan sa puso mo
at ikalawang batayan maging tapat sa tao
at una sa lahat, lahat tayoy magkasundo

Francis M.
sa paghagis ng granada
sumabog ang paligid
maraming lasing
lumawak ang daang makitid
ako ang nag umpisa at ako rin ang magtatapos
ako ang kakalas nakabihag at nakagapos
ako ang magbubuslo kapag ang tira nyoy kapos
ako ang sisikat kapag ang araw palaos
ako ang popokpok kapag napagod na lahat
at kung may nag bubuhat ako ang babanat

I really can't remember, sorry.

Off:

New sup, new adjustment. Not that comfortable under but hoping to get use to it someday.

Dream Sound playi'n on the background, that's a good one!
Thank you Lord.

FW 2 - September 2008, I'm impressed!

Nakakatuwa ang batang ito. She's not gonna watch TV not unless Boxing or UFC is showing. Natatawa nga kami ng Mommy nya (Tin), I while ago she's playing her usually toys. I turned on the TV to watch Hopkins Vs. Pavlik replay fight, aba! When she saw what's on TV she threw her toys and watch it. As if naman naiintidihan nya, with matching expressions like "Oh! Wooh!, Oh! Wooh, la nah!" sabay galaw ng hands. Nice! Mukhang magiging Bully to paglaki, hmm!

I wish I can give what she really want kaso I can't. It's hard to think na hiwalay na muna kayo for the meantime. How I wish I can give that to her kaso ayaw ng utak ko. Mas lalo ng sarili ko. Korni mang sabihin pro everyday, pagkagaling sa work I'm looking forward to be home to see them, to see her. They made my life so happy that's why. Maybe, God will give us better options so we don't need to live separate lives.

Ha! Saturday once again, 1st day sa work weekend for everyone. I'm a bit tired actually, during my 2 day's off I did lot of stuff.

Thursday, I went to Pag-ibig to get the MSVS for the "pabahay" application. Luckily, I got the no. 112 and the counter is already serving 109, so I didn't waited that long. After I got the result, I asked the information officer regarding our previous home application. Before kasi, We already applied for it but for some reason we cancelled it. According to the seminar if you cancel any home application you will be permanently ban sa pag-ibig so hindi ka na pwede mag apply ng any loan and that's bothers me alot. Nakahinga din ng maluwag kasi cleared pa kami and approved so ung mga papers before di pa pala na submit for processing. After sa Pag-ibig pumunta na ako diretso sa Pampanga to get the money na pambayad sa processing and also to mit Harold, real estate agent. After ng meeting, balik uli ako sa Manila, swerte nadaan ako dun sa mag intersection sa mag San Fernando, I saw "hipon" vendor, nakabili ako ng 100 pesos pro madami inuwi ko at ginawang sinigang. Di pa yan pagdating ko sa bahay, may KFC galing sa bayaw ko so naka menos sa gastos ng dinner. Sarap!

Friday, pagkagising dami ko nilabhan natambak kasi. Mga damit ni Bubot at Babim, buti maganda sikat ng araw. After maglaba nagluto naman then kain. Mga past 1 yata we went to Guada mall, pinasyal lang namin si Babim. Naglakad and kumain ng Banana Split, actually hindi sya masarap kaya naman si Babim konti lang ang nakain.

Pang breakfast, pwede ring miryenda. Sabayan ng fruit juice or mainit na kape, swabe!

Ingredients:

7 pcs egg
Butter
Green peas
Corn kernels
Hotdogs, chop
Bacon strips, chop
Potatoes, chop
Salt to taste
Condense milk (optional

How:

On a pre-heated pan, put the butter then followed by potatoes, green peas, corn kernels. Mix well until it cooked then add the ff ing: hotdogs and bacon strips. Allow it to cook then add 7 pcs beaten egg. Mix well and add some salt to taste. You can put consense milk as an option if you wanna make a little bit sweet.

At your own Risk =)

Ingredients:
1/2 kilo of Squid
1/4 kilo of Hipon
1/2 kilo of Sulib (Talaba removed from Shell)
1/2 cup of Bagoong Alamang
1/2 Kalabasa, diced
6 pcs of Okra, cut
Talong, cut
Ampalaya, sliced
Sitaw, it depends on you =)
4 pcs of Garlic, crushed
1 medium size Onion, minced
3 tablespoon of cooking oil
2 taza's of water
Salt and Vetsin to taste

Procedure:Heat cooking oil in a pan, then put garlic and onion. Mix well then add Bagoong Alamang. Simmer for 2 minutes the add the following: Hipon, Squid, Sulib. Let it cook for 3 minutes then add 2 taza's of water. Let it boil for 3 minutes then add the Kalabasa. Simmer for another 2 minutes until the Kalabasa is cook, then add Okra, Talong, Ampalaya and Sitaw. Add salt and vetsin to taste.

-at your own risk =)

It's been a while since the last time I created blogs. Multiply was blocked for some reason so I don't have other way but to export all the previous post here.

Last day ko na to and tom will be my off na. I'm gonna be busy working on the papers for our house application. We're kinda excited to move in but we need to adjust more. Kaylangan maghanap ng decent work since the house is located in Pampanga. We're gonna stay there for good and hopefully good job/work will follow. Alot of CC located there but we don't know hoe much they offer. Hopefully, 16k will do because we need to pay extra for the amortization of the house.

Sana things will turn out well at walang maging problema.

80% of the callers doesn't know where the browser's address bar is. They keep on typing in the search box instead. I'm wondri'n why?!

Imported:

Jun 15, '08 11:46 AMfor everyone

I live in Guad (Guadalupe) so almost everyday dumadaan ako sa tapat ng Guada Mall (formally known as ABC Mall). Sa tapat nun meron parang Barangay Outpost we're all Tanod's stay's.
What funny is that they are equipped w/ mics and mega phones. So pag may mga jip's na pasaway then they'll call their attentions (plate no.).

"Oh yung jip na pula, plate no. XYA 142 ialis mo na yan, walang pila dyan."
Now, parang nag evolved yata. From calling those Jip na pasaway, aba! meron narin silang "Batian Portion". Parang katuwaan lang nila.

"Oh! sa mga nagtitinda dyan, magandang hapon sa inyo!"... "Happy birthday pala ka Aling Linda from Jerry".

So talagang dinig buong Guad yata ang kanilang munting katuwaan. Minsan nga, nasa Jip ako and I heard them,

"Yung nakapula sa tapat ng Chowking, Hi! daw s'yo at ang cute mo daw sabi ni Tom" Aha! ayos ah! Natatawa nalang yung nakapulang babae na binati nila. Kanina, while I was waiting sa tapat ng Jolibee, I heard them again but this time it's more on serious panawagan. "Kung sino man po ang kasama ng nawawalang bata.

Nakaputi pong shirt na may orange na lace at may kwintas na JC, maari lang po na pakipuntahan dito sa post.

Nandito lang po ang bata at naghihintay...". Then, kita mo lahat ng tao nakatingin nga sa Outpost, may mga nag punta nga. Aba! effective. Natawa ako. Baka sa isang araw may DJ na dun at pwede ka ng mag request ng favorite song mo.

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Jun 9, '08 10:59 AMfor everyone

I came home yesterday around 3:45 AM. As I entered our house I saw Antay and Tin sleeping, my 2 lovely girl. I asked Tin to have breakfast w/ me.








Then we laughed!
Off:

Mutiply site has been blocked by IT. Damn! Eto nalang nakakapagpasaya sa akin during avail and now its gone. Back with the same old browsing page again-pep,fightnews,ufc atbp. I'm gonna miss reading friends blogs, viewing some photos, updating mine and everything. How can I get update na w/ FMCC and Sitti. Shit! nasa friend list ko pa naman some of the stars and I haven't finished viewing their sites yet.
Even manga one pala has been blocked. I've checked that I while ago. I heard nga some dude's and dudet's here shouting "wala ng naruto! wala ng bleach! amft!". Haha! Natawa talaga ako, most of the people here love's to read manga. Pano na ang buhay, ampt!

To all IT peeps here! F#^K y'all!

Imported:

Jun 6, '08 12:03 PMfor everyone

Movie marathon wiith Tin.

Sunday night, walang magawa. While Tin is busy editing some pictures, I went to the Market to buy some DVD's. I bought 3, Fast and Furious 4, Resiklo and Superhero Movie. I didn't get what I expected with the Superhero Movie, hindi masyado nakakatuwa compare with Scarey Movie. I wanna watch Resiklo noon pa, when we went to Manaoag yan yung palabas sa Bus. Hindi namin natapos so I decided to buy a copy, graphix's and effects are good. Siguro little enhancement nalang, there are some parts kasi na halatang computerized. Fast and Furious 4, walang kwenta, period.

Imported:

Jun 3, '08 6:29 AMfor everyone

I was diagnosed last thursday that I have first stage Hypertension. Damn! The doctor asked my mom if we have relatives who has the same case, she informed that my dad and my lolo has it. Damn! I didn't even know we have this. It all started last tuesday, I was about to log in when I felt dizzy. I went to the clinic and the nurse sent me home because my BP is not stable. Right now, I'm taking 3 kinds of medicine. One for BP and the other two are for pains. My goodness! Bata pa ako, I'm only 26 brr!

We bought some stuff for bubot last day, some clothes, gloves and a comforter set. After, we ate again in Chicken World with the same order, ehe!. Baked potatoes for Antay, a world chicken and 2 serving of espaniol rice (huge!) for me and pasta w/ chicken for Tin.

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Jun 2, '08 11:39 AMfor everyone

I'm still doing some adjustment, 3AM na ngayun sa Avaya dapat uuwi na ako but now lunch ko palang. They changed my schedule yesterday from 6AM - 3AM to 10PM to 7AM. I'm thinking about Tin because she texted me and said that she's not feeling well. Buntis kasi eh. I requested them to give me an afternoon schedule but no update so far, I'm still waiting. Sana naman mapagbigyan, I've talked to my sup about it and asked me to write a request letter. He already sent it to workforce. Hope they'll do adjustment.
Tomorrow, we will go home in Pampanga and visit Antay, 2 weeks na rin since the last time we saw her.

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May 26, '08 3:07 PMfor everyone

Again, I'm excited this coming rest day because we're going to buy Bubot's stuff. I went to Metro Department before going to the office to see the price there. Fortunately, the sale extends till next week, good for us. Here are the things that Tin listed:

Feeding bottles, blankets, lampin, diapers, baby gloves, pajama, comforter, crib, mozart cd's, sterilizer, breast pump and diaper clips.

Imported:

May 25, '08 7:00 AMfor everyone

* Nakasulat sa pader:"MARUNONG KA BANG TUMAHOL? ASO LANG ANG UMIIHI DITO!"

* along a highway in Pampanga:"WE MAKE MODERN ANTIQUE FURNITURE"

* in a Baguio grocery:"FRESH FROZEN CHICKEN SOLD HERE"

* in Cubao:"NONE ID NOTHING ENTRY"

* on Jeepney and Bus signs:"BEFORE PAY, TELL WHERE GET THE ON BEFORE GET THE OFF"

* on a Flower shop in Riza l Avenue:"WE SELL ARTIFICIAL FRESH FLOWERS"

* on a delivery truck:"NOT FOR HERE"

* on window of a restaurant in Baguio :"WANTED: BOY WAITRESS"

* A grafitti inside the cubicle of a ladies' C.R. in auniversity:"PLEASE DON'T SIT LIKE A FROG, SIT LIKE A QUEEN."

* At a men's comfort room, above a urinal:"HAWAK MO ANG KINABUKASAN NG BAYAN"

* at a construction site in Mandaluyong:"BAWAL OMEHI DITO. ANG MAHOLI BOG-BOG"

* vacant lot near makati ave.:"DON'T PARKING"

* at an eatery in Cebu :"WE HAB SOPDRINK IN CAN AND IN BATOL!

and this is the best of them all!!* on a building somewhere in the Philippines ..."NOTARY PUBLIC TUMATANGGAP DIN NG LABADA KUNG LINGGO"

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May 25, '08 6:59 AMfor everyone

"Heto ang KAPAYAPAAN na alam natin, noong wala pang KAUNLARAN... "Si Nanay ay nasa bahay pag-uwi namin galing sa paaralan; Walang mga bakod at gate ang magkakapit-bahay, kung meron, gumamela lang; 10 sentimos o diyes lang ang baon: singko sa umaga, singko sa hapon; Merong free ang mga patpat ng ice drop: buko man o munggo.

Mataas ang paggalang sa mga guro at ang tawag sa kanila ay Maestro/a: 'Di binibili ang tubig, pwedeng maki-inom sa 'di mo kakilala. Malaking bagay na ang pumunta sa ilog para mag-picnic, o kaya sa tumana;Grabe na ang kaso pag napatawag ka sa principal's office o kaya malaking kahihiyan kapag bagsak ka sa exams; Simple lang ang pangarap: makatapos, makapag-asawa, mapagtapos ang mga anak...

Pwedeng iwan ang sasakyan at ibilin sa hindi mo kakilala; wala namang lock ang mga jeep na Willy's noon. Mayroon kaming mga laruan na gawa namin at hindi binili: trak-trakan (gawa sa Rosebowl ang katawan at Darigold na maliit ang mga gulong, "sketeng" (scooter) na bearing na maingay ang mga gulong at de-sinkong pako para sa preno; patining na pinitpit na tansan lang na may 2 butas sa gitna para suotan ng sinulid (pwede pang makipag-lagutan); sumpak, pilatok, boca-boca, borador, atbp.

'Di nakikialam ang mga matanda sa mga laro ng mga bata: kasi laro nga iyon.Maraming usong laro at maraming kasali: laste, gagamba, turumpo, tatsing ng lata, pera namin ay kaha ng Philip Morris, Malboro, Champion (kahon-kahon yon!) May dagta ang dulo ng tinting na hawak mo para makahuli tutubi, nandadakma ka ng palakang tetot, pero ingat ka sa palakang saging dahil sa kulugo;Butas na ang sakong ng Spartan mong tsinelas - suot mo pa rin; Namumugalgal ang pundiya ng kansolsilyo mo kasi nakasalampak ka sa lupa.

Sa modernong buhay at sa lahat ng kasaganaan sa high technology... di ba minsan nangarap ka na rin... mas masaya noong araw! Sana pwedeng maibalik... Takot tayo ngayon sa buhay. Kasi maraming napapatay, nakikidnap, maraming addict at masasamang loob... Noon takot lang tayo sa ating mga magulang at mga lolo at lola. Pero ngayon, alam na natin na mahal pala nila tayo kayat ayaw tayong mapahamak o mapariwara...

Na una silang nasasaktan pag pinapalo nila tayo...Balik tayo sa nakaraan kahit saglit... Bago magkaroon ng Internet, computer, at cell phone. Noong wala pang mga drugs at malls. Bago pa nauso ang counter-strike at mga game boy. Tayo noon... Doon...Tinutukoy ko ang harang taga o tumbang preso kapag maliwanag ang buwan;Ang pagtatakip mo ng mata pero nakasilip sa pagitan ng mga daliri pag nanonood ka ng nakakatakot sa

"Mga Aninong Gumagalaw" Unahan tayong sumagot sa Multiplication Table na kabisado na tin, kasi wala namang calculator. Pag-akyat natin sa mga puno; pagkakabit ng kulambo, lundagan sa kama; Pagtikwas o pagtitimba sa poso; pingga ang pang-igib ng lalake at may dikin naman ang ulo ng babae;Inaasbaran ng mga suberbiyo; Nginig na tayo pag lumabas na ang yantok-mindoro o buntot-page.

Nai-sako ka rin ba? O kaya naglagay ka ba ng karton sa p'wet para hindi masakit ang tsinelas o sinturon? Pamimili ng bato sa bigas; tinda-tindahan na puro dahon naman; bahay-bahayan na puro kahon; naglako ka ba ng ice-candy o pandesal noong araw? Karera sa takbuhan hanggang maubos ang hininga; pagtawa hanggang sumakit ang tiyan; Meron pa bang himbabao, kulitis at pongapong? O kaya ng lukaok, susuwi at espada? Susmaryosep ang nadidinig mo 'pag nagpapaligo ng bata...

Estigo santo kapag nagmamano. Mapagod sa kakalaro, minsan mapalo; matakot sa "berdugo" at sa "kapre;" Tuwang-tuwa kami 'pag tinalo ang tinale ni Itay kasi may tinola! 'Yung crush mo?'Pag recess: mamimili ka sa garapon ng tinapay - alembong, taeng-kabayo o biscocho? Pwede ring ang sukli ay kending Vicks (meron pang libreng singsing) o kaya nougat o karamel; Kung gusto mo naman - pakumbo o kaya kariba, mas masaya kung inuyat; Puriko ang mantika, at mauling na ang mukha at ubos na ang hininga mo sa ihip kasi mahirap magpa-rikit ng apoy. Madami pa...Masarap ang kamatis na piniga sa kamay at lumabas sa pagitan ng daliri para sa sawsawan; ang palutong 'pag isawsaw sa sukang may siling labuyo; ang duhat kapag inalog sa asin; ang isa-sang isubo ang daliri kasi puno na ng kanin...

Halo-halo: yelo, asukal at gatas lang ang sahog; Sakang ang lakad mo at nakasaya ka kasi bagong tuli ka; o naghahanap ka ng chalk kasi tinagusan ang palda mo sa eskwelahan. Lipstick mo ay papel de hapon; Labaha ang gamit para sa white-side-wall na gupit; Naglululon ka ng banig pagkagising; matigas na almirol ang mga punda at kumot; madumi ang manggas ng damit mo kasi doon ka nagpapahid ng sipon, 'di ba? Pwede rin sa laylayan... May mga program kapag Lunes sa paaralan;

May pakiling kang dala kung Biyernes kasi magi-isis ka ng desk. 'Di ba masaya? Naalala mo pa ba? Wala nang sasaya at gaganda pa sa panahon na yon... Masaya noon at masaya pa rin tayo ngayon habang ina-alaala iyon... 'Di ba noon...Ang mga desisyon ay ginagawa sa awit na "sino ba sa dalawang ito? Ito ba o ito?" 'Pag ayaw ang resulta di ulitin: "sino ba sa dalawang ito? Ito ba o ito?"... Awit muna: Penpen de Serapen, de kutsilyo, de almasen. How how the carabao batuten...

Presidente ng klase ay ang pinakamagaling, hindi ang pinaka-mayaman; Masaya na tayo basta sama-sama kahit hati-hati sa kokonti; Nauubos ang oras natin sa pagku-kwentuhan, may oras tayo sa isa't-isa; Naaasar ka kapag marami kang sunog sa sungka; kapag buro ka sa pitik-bulag o matagal ka nang taya sa holen. 'Yung matatandang kapatid ang pinaka-ayaw natin pero sila ang tinatawag natin pag napapa-trouble tayo.

'Di natutulog si Inay, nagbabantay 'pag may trangkaso tayo; meron tayong Skyflakes at Royal sa tabi. Kung naaalaala mo ito... nabuhay ka na sa KAPAYAPAAN!

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May 24, '08 1:35 PMfor everyone

Tin is in leave, bedrest now. She's having spotting and contraction because she's 6 months pregnant. Her OB say's that she needs to take some rest and have some medication because the spotting and contraction doesn't have any pattern. I'm worried about what's going on plus the fact that we don't have relatives who live's with us here. Kind'a hard for us. Shit!

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May 24, '08 7:36 AMfor everyone

It's a sad RD indeed, di kami nakauwi to see Antay. Damn! I was dissapointed because of what I've got. Ang liit ng salary ko, leche! Before the RD, I was thinking na about going home to visit our Little Princess then when I checked and saw my ATM, tang-ina! Gusto kong magwala. I know Tin is disappointed too kaso walang magawa so we had to let go. Rent sa bahay, food and allowance yun lang ang kaya and wala ng natira. Right now, nasa work na naman ako but feeling ko I shoudn't be here, maybe I'm gonna look for some other work na.

Off.

Right now, nami miss ko Little Princess ko. May sipon pa naman. Anyway, I'll promise next payday, we're goin out.

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May 23, '08 6:27 AMfor everyone

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,
"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop.
I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.

I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.

I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap.

He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion.

I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl

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May 18, '08 8:19 AMfor everyone

This will be the second time na "dinaga" ako sa work. Di ako mapalagay sa upuan ko, malikot ang mata, sensitive ang mga tenga. Lingon dito, lingon dun. Ayoko ng ganito. Sana may tumawag sa akin para may reason akong umuwi. Nawala pansamantala ang excitement ko para mamaya.
Hindi ko to kasalanan. Kasalana nya at nila. Sinalo ko lang kasi yun naman ang trabaho ko. Tagasalo ng katangahan ng iba.
Ano ba to. Kahit sabihin ng sarili ko, "Bahala sila" pero parang ganun parin. Kung pwede lang sana akong maging Bula pansamantala edi sana kanina pa ako nawala. Ayokong marinig ang pangalan ko. "Ronnie! Aux2!" Syet! eto na. Nababawasan na ang Lifeline ko.
Minsan iniisip ko. Bakit ganun, pag nakagawa ako ng "good work" e maswerte na ang mabati ng "good job" pero pag medyo sablay kung hindi sangkatutak na sermon ang maririnig mo e sigurado ipaparamdam sa'yo na parang kakainin kana ng Lupa. Ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Kasi naman, pag "good work" ako palagi e hindi lang naman ako ang nagbe-benefit, higit sila. Pero pag may sablay, swerte mo. Ang bigat na ng katawan ko. Kung pwede lang ibato sa malayo tong Avaya na nasa tabi ko malamang ginawa ko na. Ang kati na ng tenga ko, iritado sa headset na suot ko.
Ilang "daga" kaya ang nakapasok sa dibdib ko. Parang ang dami naman ata. Promise, first time to. Wala na akong ginawa kung di huminga ng malalim mawala lang ito. Paksyet talaga! Para na akong matutunaw.
"Lord, please guide me in everything I do. Allow me to do my work now and forget about what happen today. Please, bring me up coz I feel down, worried and lost. Take good care of me. Amen."
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May 6, '08 7:43 AMfor everyone

The Discovery of the Heaviest ElementA major research institution has recently announced the discovery of the heaviest element known to science. The new element has been named "Governmentium." Governmentium has one neutron, 12 assistant neutrons, 75 deputy neutrons, and 224 assistant deputy neutrons, giving it an atomic mass of 312.These 312 particles are held together by forces called morons, which are surrounded by vast quantities of particles called peons.Since Governmentium has no electrons, it is inert. However, it can be detected, because it impedes every reaction with which it comes into contact.A minute amount of Governmentium causes one reaction to take over four days to complete, when it would normally take less than a second.Governmentium has a normal half-life of four years; it does not decay, but instead undergoes a reorganization in which a portion of the assistant neutrons and deputy neutrons exchange places.In fact, Governmentium's mass will actually increase over time, since each reorganization will cause more morons to become neutrons, forming isodopes.This characteristic of moron promotion leads some scientists to believe that Governmentium is formed whenever morons reach a certain quantity in concentration.This hypothetical quantity is referred to as "Critical Morass." When catalyzed with money, Governmentium becomes Administratium -an element which radiates just as much energy as the Governmentium since it has half as many peons but twice as many morons

Francis Magalona's Bloga Free Mindhttps://dongtaiwang.com/do/zaak/68GYeR3XvyGD0YGLhm5aAkDELejX/B0b2YvD/AaNX/W4/Governmentium-_The_Heaviest_ElementOct 27, '05 for Everyone

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May 5, '08 11:18 AMfor everyone

After the mass, we went to San Fabian Beach. It is a local beach in Pangasinan. Cottages are cheap,150 pesos for 1 day. Pwede! People there are very nice, sabi nga ni ale "pwede nyo sir gamitin yung isang room ng bahay namin pra dun na kayo magbihis". She even offered us to look for our things so we can go to the beach.
The beach is also good, hindi sya patay compare to other. Some beach kasi walang alon so parang nasa pool ka din lang. Water is clear and hindi masyado crowded compare sa Gallera. Ligo lang and walk while having a good talk. We ate our lunch dun sa Cottage, one of the manong's there bought lunch for us kasi we did not bring any. We took some pictures and video of the beach as a souvenir.